The Pnebleu Blog

For the most part, I not one to believe conspiracies, but I’ve just thought of one. This is completely imaginary, I don’t have any sources, I just came up with this off the top of my head.

The U.S. federal deficit is going to be approximately $500 billion this year. This is an insane number. $500,000,000,000. Where is all of the money going? The war in Iraq, you say? Well, yes, but what if that was just a cover and the cost of the war was padded? Could the government be siphoning money from itself to pay for some unknown to most, super secret project? The answer could be yes, and I know that the government does hide money for “regular” top secret projects. With all likelihood, there are probably weapons platforms orbiting Earth right now, posed as communications satellites. Well, if the government can do that, couldn’t they feed a giant project with the supposed cost of the war in Iraq?

Just a thought. Who knows what a possible project could be?

I’m fried. I’m tired. I’m ready for a break. I’m unmotivated. I’m glad the election is finally over (I don’t think the dems will have much in the way of power though, too small of a majority). I’m also ready for Thanksgiving (food!). I’m ready to look for a house. I want a new car. I’m getting new tires though. School sucks. My grades are slimly above average, but I don’t know if I can manage another 4.0 sweep. I’m ready for it to be over. I’m not ready to register for next semester. I don’t have time to talk to the people I need to talk to (ever, not just now). I’m being give more responsibilities at work, yet I’m probably only going to be there a little while longer. I want to learn CSS and read books, but I don’t have the time to. When I get free time, I just want to veg. I want to spend more time working, so that I can have some safety money, but I can’t. I want to do homework when I get home, but it never happens. I only do homework on the weekends, sometimes I don’t even do it. I want to spend more time with my younger siblings, my friends, and make new friends, but I don’t have many chances to. I’m making excuses. I am emotionally drained. How are you?